Confirmed and Certified

That explains it!

For the past five months I am not myself at all. For once, I am more feminine. I feel and act more feminine.

Never in my whole life that I buy flowers for the sake of putting it on the table. I take a second look at my needleworks and continue working at them like it's the end of the world. I talk more softly. I am more sensitive. I cry more easily. I feel more for the people and things around me. I take care more of myself. I take care of my appearance and style. All in all, I am a new me.

Of course, all of the above are the psychological changes that I see within myself. Physically, my pregnancy experience is also different from the first two pregnancies.

I was having nausea for the first three months. I needed to sleep and sleep and sleep. I could not eat rice. All I like to eat are fruits only. After reaching the third months though, all kinds of cravings attack me. I crave all and different types of food that you can think of. I eat and eat until I have passed my target weight. This is also unique to me.

Some of the physical changes that are unique to this pregnancy are my bustline grow a lot bigger and my hips grow in tandem with the weight. I do not look fat yet to some of my friends though since I was small size before I got pregnant. Even though now it is sad that I have grown a size. I am hoping that I will go back to my pre-pregnancy size after the birth of the baby, safe for my breast, hahaha.

One thing that make me happy is that it seems like my face did not change much and did not puff up. I look pretty, if not prettier than my pre-pregnancy face (perasan). My nose did not grow bigger like it did in the first two pregnancies. At first there were pimples on my face which I attribute to my hormones but now my face is as clear as it can get. I don't know if it is due to the hormone level, or my facial, or my new skincare products.

And yesterday, when I went for my monthly check-up, my doctor finally confirm what is obvious to us all along.

We are expecting a baby girl in November!

So, now there is less fear of a middle child syndrome since everyone is different. We have one eldest child, one youngest boy and one youngest girl.

Can't wait to have a first look at our new baby....